What Possessed Me!

I am back free from any mind control!  What a nightmare it has been, that symbol found in my notebooks and on my handkerchiefs according to Foilhead is used in a form of mind control.  Louise has burned all copies barring the one on the blog and searched me very thoroughly (I think she enjoyed it) to make sure I did not have any about my person.  Foilhead was unsure what the symbols around the side were but he thought it looked like pagan witch font that he had used in the past.

As to what happened to me, well where do I start?  Back in Canada it felt like a fog slowly covering my senses but I could still see and hear.  The control was gone and trapped within my own body.  I had become just a watcher.  This entity that had invaded me was not apparent at first, it took me awhile to get used to the lack of the control.  At first there was blind panic, I know you would not think that of me but everyone goes through this when faced with something completely outside of their control.  The first stage is normally complete denial that it is actually happening depending on how strong you are determines how long  this stage lasts.  About thirty minutes of going around in circles for me (though it seemed like an age), once I had accepted my situation then this entity’s presence was felt.  It was a little surprised that I had come to terms so quickly, after that my mind became a battleground.  Fortunately for me I have a well developed imagination, definitely had a few ‘Green Lantern’ moments however Spiral was a quick learner.

Managed to break through a couple of times and send emails but most of the time Spiral still had control with me fighting all the time.  When it hacked the Janus Archive and downloaded most of it into its consciousness that is when things became quite interesting.  Whilst Spiral had control of my body, it became obvious to me that I had access to some of its memories.  The stream of data overflowed from Spiral into me, it couldn’t contain it all.  Whilst still fighting I was digging at the same time looking for memories.

Its kind are not organic in nature but made up of energy, layered like an onion.  Their layers are like our experience, the more layers the more the experience.  Their life spans appear to be endless but I did find a memory that showed death had not been completely removed.  Spiral has a lot of layers but my experience with it shows it was quite naïve with regard to us humans, it definitely did not like the ‘flesh’ as it continued to call it.

Its primary goal is to search for the ‘One’, despite what it said in its emails to those that spoke to it.  It did not want to have anything to do with our world at all.

When it finally left me much of the information I had gleaned from it just vanished from my memory, I think perhaps somehow I had tapped into some of its abilities.  We were I suppose joined for a short time.

I will make another post regarding Bill, Bob and Archive later when I have had time to think it all through.